Well.. today was better i guess... woke at 12.. went to McDonald's around 3.. had to sqeeze with all the PLMGSS gals... vigorous man... the bus was like a moving sardine can... lol.. reached mac's ate.. den started studying.. man.. Understood ORDB till the database security lec.. the database system architecture was chim to the max man.. taking into consideration tht i was already mntally shagged.. i didn't absorb anything bout tht lecture. Hmmm.. well.. Normalization is fun.. man.. lol.. understood it.. but.... havent worked my brain cells to memorize anything yet.. so.. yea.. engine's startin up........

Got 120bucks with AC now.. thinkin whether i should continue tonight.. i'm scared the stored value with him will all disappear by tml.. so.. yea.. tht always happens.. haha.. well.. see the kt first..

Lookin forward to going fo Mr Kok Yau's lecture tml.. hope he'll give some hints.. there's like.. too much to study.. seriously... this is like only for ORDB.. there's still like EBM and POM.. man... stress is getting to me..........

Been havin some lumps in my neck.. so weird.. the right side of my neck.. and been feelin real tired lately.. whole body's aching.. esp my back.. man.... ok.. if i die tml... u all know that i love everyone of u guys.. especially my parents who brought me up and provided wad i needed throughout my life.. gave me the best education.. even satisfied some of my wants.. but not all.. dun worry.. i understand... Love u mom.. Love u dad.. =)




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Another day has just flew by.. and wad have i accomplished?.... virtually nothing.. at least i understand wads the Normalization thingy all bout.. 1HF, 2NF, 3NF... but.. i mean.. seriously.. who doesnt... just look at brandon.... everytime i'm online.. i'd see his MSN nick as "mugging" or "studying" well..... i dun think anyone noes.. but i seriously feels he's going for DHL this sem... haha.. no kiddin.. i feel he has a real shot at it... he deserves a DHL spot beside Bevan Big Bear.. lol..

Been thinking of a DHL spot too.. i mean.. it's either this sem.. or i can forget about it ever again.. yea.. but.. by the way i'm goin... it's flying further and further away from my grasp............ [eg. went to meet AC and Zhi Wei(yes, he's still alive, lol) for LAN.. again.... suppose to collect 120bucks but, guess the cash havent arrived yet.. damn.. came home and took a nap.. like... wft..... no exams ah?! ass fucked....]

just visited tian nee's blog... didn't know she's so suicidal.. lol.. dunno whether it's for real... but.. take care ya gal?? Happy Birthday to Jing How(27/9) & James(28/9).. Jiggly.. we've been frens since sec1, we've been there for one another through thick and thin.. tht's wad i call a true fren.... James.. u are still under probation.. lol.. no la.. u good too man.. slackers' club in poly.. haha.. rock on.. =)

Hmmmm... damn it... been stoning to whole day.. woke up kinda late.. had lunch.. den came home.. went on the com.. den wanted to study a little later.. but noooo... AC had to pester me to go to hougang plaza to play LAN... lol.. so.. go loh.. reached at 3.15 cuz i took cab there thought everyone was waiting for me.. ended up being the earliest. -_-

after that reached home bout 5.45.. den got changed and went to play soccer.. man... we went to our old place to play.... not the one opposite PLMGSS.... we went to the field just opposite ex-charlton primary sch... really had fun.. yea!

so.. now i'm home.. betting on soccer.. lol.. haizz.. bad habit..... =P

Ok.. this is scary.... a thought crossed my mind just now around lunch time when i was at the coffeeshop.... 3 alphabets... DHL.... haha.. really... no kidding... ok.. at first.. it was.. top 25%... den i was like.. if u actually reached top25% den if u push a little harder.... top 10% which is like top 20ppl in the cohord.. = DHL yea.. i mean... my marks are like the best i ever had since i cam to poly.. yea.. but well.. either i start working or i'd just be top 75% again.... *shakes head*

well.. going out tml.... to buy a certain someone's present.. meetin in sch first.. den maybe orchard.. yea.. we trying to get sharon to go.. but... i mean.. for me, i'll just ask.. if she really dowan.. den it's ok.. sharon! u better study hard.. dun regret k?? tht's the worst.... do ur best.. u'll reach the heavens believe me.. ;) cheers!

Oh.. won the 2 earlier matches.. parma & sampdoria... cool.. so now just got hertha berlin, Osasuna & Albacete left. if i win everything tonight, i'll hold betting and concentrate on my studies after today... till after the exams of course.. *grinzz*

Damn... today's a total nightmare... sharon gave me a wake up call at like 7.30... i woke.. but returned to slumberland.. den woke again at 9.20am... and guess wad... my first event 800m mens.... it was at 9.20am too.. lol.. so decided.. i would have to give up tht trophy to whoever, but of course, tht guy wouldnt deserve it, cuz IF i went.. i'd beat that guy's ass flat. at least a trophy, wadever colour.. maybe not gold.. yea.. Anyway.. went there late.. Ahmad screwed me upside down.. even isham did.. wad's the world coming to??

The teachers' race was cancelled.. guess they didn't wanna throw their faces infront of all the spectators. Ron was nowhere to be found.. didn't even inform us wad was happening.. guess he has his reasons.. yea.. anyway.. we hired isah(not sure how to spell) to run for our 4X400m team.. man.. i really let the team down.. we were leading until me... got over-taken by the freshy team and could not recover.. really disappointed with myself... adding insult to injury, Ahmad, Sunny & Isham all had to swan me.. damn it..... wad a sucky day...... =(

Ok.. this is wad really happened after i did lotsa thinking.. if u dun wanna believe it.. tht's just too bad.. here goes.. When i took the baton over from Isah, i was the last runner den i did my constant striding.. but den i heard loud footsteps.. really tot it was Raja, but nooo.. it was the freshy team last runner.. he over took me at the 150m mark after i received the baton.. den i was kinda disheartened already.. u know me.. i dun like to be 2nd.. even during the race. So at the last 200m mark just before the other bend, there was a 7-8m gap.. so i decided to close it up.. den i started to whack.. but knowing i dun whack so early at the finish.. i knew i was gonna tire out.. the the gap was bout 2m at the final 100m, so i flanked out to lane2 to start my sprint.. but.. there was seriously nothing left in the tank.... shit... in my hay-day i would have just gone past tht freshy.... maybe even smile at him while i'm doing tht... wad's happening??... am i getting rusty?? this is not a good sign... somemore with the exams nearing.. wad if the same thing on the track happens to my studies?? wad am i gonna do?? haizzz... k... better finish my side of the story 1st.. so at like 70m before the finish my legs were like 10tones had no proper control over them... gap: still 2m. At the last 30m, gap: 5m, he started to pull away.. my legs were giving way... almost tripped trying to take another step.. thus, embarassing myself trying to get tht gold.. hear many laughters coming from the crowd... then i decided not to do anything stupid... just settle for the silver.. FYI: there were only 3 teams in this race. heard tht freshy team last runner puked after the race.... a race of his life... i bet he wont forget it... neither will i.. the worst race of mine. Anyway.. Kudos to him... well-deserved.

The only good part of the Sports Day was i received 1 gold trophy for my 1500m, and got tht silver medal for the 4X400m. AND..... Guess wad everyone..... because of all the BIT runners..... we won the Best Course trophy.... man... it's huge... can see ur own reflection in it.. lotsa teachers were there too.. mrs lai.. mr jimmy tay, daryl david.. so on... yea.. Cheers to the BIT runners.. and the supporters. going down to the coffeeshop now... be back



Ok... i shall list my academic stuff for the sem.. dun think i'm bhb or wad.. this place is a gd place to keep record of stuff like tht.. Archives..... good shit..

• Calculus: Term test 45/50(A), Assignment2(class test) 8/10, Coursework A.


• LAIT: Term test , Project A.


• EBM: Term test 24/50(F), Problem1 B, Problem2 B+, Reflective journal C, Coursework C+


• POM: Term test 29.5/40(B), Individual A, Grp Project 69/100(C+), Coursework B


• ORDB: 1st Term test 29/70(F, not counted), 2nd Term test ?/70(B+), Labtest A, Project ?.


• UIR(cds): Project1 B+, Project2 ?DtoB?, Class test 13.5/30(F).

Hooray~ i just went for one ORDB lecture.. fun... understood it completely.. the locking of the data to prevent data inconsistancy. Bring it on.....

fuck... stupid blog.... the damn picture's still givin me headaches... too bad the cure to this aint MCs... haizz... MAYbeee.... the only other option for this is to remove the pic??? but... man... it's nice... i created it myself.. and it compliments my blog scheme.

Ok... at silicon lab2 now.. suppose to be printing notes.. but.. most of the time just waiting for the printer to be freed-up.. damn... let me see.. i've got 1 whole term of notes to print.. tht shows how behind my studies i am now... gotta really whack during the holidays.. yea.. i'm sayin it now... but to say something is always easier than to do that something u've just said. So.... will i be able to conjure up the will power to do wad i'm suppose to??? or i'll just slack off??? i dun wanna let the past repeat itself but.... only time will tell... we shall see..

MAYbeee the person standing at the printer would wanna hurry up????!!!! lol.. nvm.. i'm a nice guy.. better pack.. gtg for POM tutorial soon..

guess wad.. followed Mr Lim Kok Yau to his IT sch office to get back my ORDB re-test results and get some printing paper in the process.. *grins* got a B+ for da retest.. no one got A in my class.. den he also said tht i have the same marks with Bunny and Yuan Zhun.. so.. if u work it out.. i joint topped the class.. haha.. 52.5/70 minimum.. scary..... well.. i think it shows wad a good teacher Mr Kok Yau is.. yea.. k... just finished printing EBM. *thumbs up*
gonna go fer class now.




Man.. been having this weird feelinn the whole day... like i'm missin out something and i have no clue wad it is.. like for example when u leave ur house den u have that feelin u forgot something but just dont know wad it is??? yea... been buggin me the whole day... i should be feelin happy for myself cuz of the gd results.. but.... noooo.... tht weird feelin just spoilt my day... WELL.. tml's the big sports day finals.. all the best to my teammates.. we'll show the other courses wad damage BIT can do.. nitezz..

Ha~ kinda gd mood today... Although i only had like bout... 2hrs of slp last nite??? yea.. Was like damn late for LAIT tutorial la.. 1hr late and i was still at home doin my hair.. so yea.. guess wad?!?!? i decided that i should ride da bus down to bedok polyclinic and take MC..

hmmm... the doctor was kinda young... she actually looked through my pass consultation records on the card... and went "how come u nvr claim ur medicine last time?!" at tht moment of time, i knew i had to work my nearly non-existent mind to 150%, really had to brainstorm different ideas and think about their consequences. Therefore, my excuse was... "oh, i was in a rush" then she shot back instantaneously "Then u come and see doctor for wad?!" .... then.. 2nd round of my brainstorm session for the day.. "errmm.. i already have medicine at home, my mom's a nurse" then she was like..... speechless??? *yessss laaaa... in the longwen voice* VICTORY~! tht smell was overwhelming.... man... balls.. victory over a doctor somemore! how cool is tht.. haha.. k.. AND btw, my mom's really a nurse, an industrial nurse, yea.. she works in a factory kinda thing kinda like the doc of the factory, but.. nurse la.. yea..

Then she even asked whether i needed medicine, so i told her nope.. had panadol at home.. haha.. den she actually went "So wad do u want?? an MC rite??" haha.... like wtf... she knew i was scammin her.. but... benefit of the doubt. so i nodded my head and said "yea..." in a sickly tone.. and viola..!!! i'm outta tht scary room... Dr Lim Peng Peng.. lol.. she said if i get headaches as often as i do, they may have to send me for a head scan or somethin.. lol.. guess i gotta change my sickness soon.. =) *grins*

The thought of walkin out of the polyclinic without paying crossed my mind... 8 damn bucks.. well.. paid it cuz of only 1 reason... i'm only in yr 2 of poly... most-likely i'd be back here doin the same damn thing next sem or so.. ;)

If u'd noticed, my blog's kinda perfect already.. i used Yahoo! Briefcase.com to do an online storage of my backgroud pic, actually, was trying something diff.. anyway.. brendon.. thanks for the effort to upload my pic to ur server and all.. well.. as u can see, it aint necessary already. Oh.. if u still dun see the top main pic, pls right click on it and go to "show picture" mostlikely it'll appear.. yea.. if not just gimme a tag.. *welcomes with open arms*

hah! back to life...... exams are nearing... the sem's ending.. real sad.. gonna miss my present class.. TB015 rocks man.. dun get me wrong TB030 also does but it's a more close-knit family in TB030, whereas, TB015 aka the lift gang's and the GGGGGYYYYY group's class is just pure fun man.... can laugh till u drop.. literally~!

Damn, read few ppl's blogs.. all of them mentioned that time flies when u are havin fun.. or rather, time just flies... i remember doin my iiso proj like it was yesterday, but infact it's 2 semesters ago.. haizz....

Sharon mentioned that i have changed, well... maybe.. yea.. but its just one of the many phases in life. Ppl have to change to adapt to their surroundings.. yep.. but look.... i still dun watch chinese shows ok... but i did catch a part of this kinda nice and touching one just now at the coffeeshop.. not sure the name.. ended around 10?? channel 8... yea.. maybe changing for the worse or the better..... who knows... punctuality wise.. worse.. No. of warning letters.. worse too.. much worse in fact.. but grades wise.. it's all cool.. still cant believe i fail ebm by 1mark.. wtf?!!... saw the LAIT project marks with my own eyes today.. cool.. 1 out of the 13 that got A. well.... guess it's an obligation to study hard for the subjects tht i can strive to get A for... like legal and calculus.. dun wanna waste my effort like last sem... stupid BA2... from an A to a B.. sian.. kk... maybe i'll go watch the mighty Bacelona play for awhile b4 i hit da bed.. didnt bet today.... rest... *grinzz*

Oh.. i overslpt in the 72 today.. frm tampines all the way to the other end.. Yio Chu Kang.. lol.. i knew i overshot by a few stops already.. but was like too tired.. so "fuck it" *quietly* and decided to sleep all the way.. haahaahaa!! Hail mighty BARCA!!!~ *waves hands frantically*

looks like....... i'm gonna be really poor this month... damn.. followed 'kang tao'.. omg... heard bout the good days.. 7matches.. 7hits.. but look now... 5matches presently.. 5matches all claypot... how scary can tht get?! fuck... got 50 with ac but losing 120.. so.... ya.. got to find 70 frm somewhere.. fuck.. lucky the month's ending.. which also means exams are approaching.. and not forgettin my M1 hp bill pilin up.. 200bucks for 3months.. i mean.. it's ok.. but.. where the fuck do i find tht kinda cash? wish i can work.. but my studies will confirm suffer.... yea.. damn.. SAF... 3 alphabets tht will solve all my troubles.......


like wtf?!?!.. ok.. present scores.. aston villa 3-1 QPR FT (need villa to win by 2goals).. roma 2-2 lecce FT (need roma to win by 1goal).. atalanta 2-3 inter milan FT (need inter to win by 1goal, but only win half).. bresia 0-2 lazio FT (need bresia to draw to for a no-win-no-lose situation).. deportivo coruna 0-4 valencia--> HT.. life.. wtf?! ballss.. now 0-5.. vigorous.... (need depo to draw to incur no loss)


ok.. i shall calculate my loss here.. roma= -30, inter= +12.75, bresia= -30, depo= -30, villa= +24. so, -30+12.75-30-30+24 = -53.25... not so bad.. was expecting to lose 120bucks.. ah.. fuck it..


note my unorganised blogging today.. just.... so... crappy feelin.. yea.. oh.. ok.. some not so depressing news... got a well-deserved A for LAIT(legal) project.. alan(3inches waist..haha) owes me one man.. lol.. hmmm.. ok... bout sat's sports finals.. got a new 800m competitor.. Ahmad Hakiiiimmm.. lol.. it's gonna be tough.. got like 7 or 8 competitors for tht event. A teacher just called me up at 11+pm to ask it my team can take part in one more event on tht day, 4X400m relay.. with teachers.. so it's like students got 4teams teachers got 4teams.. well.. gonna be shagged.. but wtf.. just for fun =) thinkin bout sat just gets my adreneline pumpin...... i think... Ahmad's my main gold medal damper... unless there's a sch runner in the 800m whom i dun noe bout la.. yea.. hmmm.. 3 runners in my 4X400 team are running 3events on sat.. Ahmad, Ron and i,good luck ppl... shit.. 5am... got class at 9am.. muz wake at 7.. so.. 2hrs of slp??? yea.. i'd take tht too.. nite......


wait... tribute to the teachers this sem... felt real close to them this sem.... really.. most of my frens would have agreed with me... for instance, Mrs Wee Ho Hui Ling(Calculus) a good teacher... she adapted herself to our class.. "a whole bunch of jokers" real havoc la... she exploded once.. but no more... and can see tht she really had fun with us around, yea.. laughed non-stop at kirpal, ahmad and ron's crap.. haha.. hmmm.. we'll also nvr forget Mr Lim Kok Yau(ORDB).... we know it's kinda rude and stuff to call him by his name "kok yau" but he allows it and treats us as frens, gave help when we needed it... even donated blank paper to us.. haha.. he's the only teacher tht can tolerate our nonsense cheers to him.. all the best sir.. u da MAN~ rock on... can see why his ex-students really like him. k.. gtg now..

eh... MAYbeee... my blog has a serious terminal prob, it's on it's death bed... can anyone so kind be able to help?? haizz..

ok.. in class now.. gonna eat.. will continue later..











Hmmm.. latest news.. Got my 1st gold medal in athletics(in my life) for the 1500m event.. AND 'yes'.. there were more than one person tht took part in tht event.. 5min 17secs.. tht was da timing.. And the 2nd placed guy, sch team runner, was just like 7secs behind me?? yea.. scary shit.. Yea.. as usual.. took the lead frm the start.. i dun like to sit back and overtake ppl later.. just... not my style.. ;)


And for the 4X100m relay, we got disqualified!! Cuz of the stupid fat fuck of an official tht works for the TP sports centre.. He thinks he's damn big jus cuz he's got an bulging belly tht can almost touch the ground... Tht bloody bastard disqualified us for no damn appropriate reason.. we were just standing up for wad was right.. we were merely asking and trying to urge him to let raja's team run also.... like wtf... just split the race into 2 heats...... is tht so difficult?? Balls to him.. Ron, dun worry.. no one blames u.. we were all doin the same thing.. AHHH.. tht fucker's so fat, his mind aint thinkin straight.. does he even have one??

Ok.. so, there's our 4X400m relay and my 800m finals on this sat, the relay confirm got medal liao.. since there are just 3 teams taking part.. just wad colour..??? our performance will decide.. Haha..

ok.. Academically, got an A for ORDB lab test, just hit tht A cuz wadeva i did was confirm correct.. left blank about 12marks or work.. so.. confirm 48/60.. tht's an A, no more no less.... Oh! also completed the ORDB project.. 2man team with Ron.. i thinkour effort will really pay-off.. Although we handed it in at bout 7pm, it's still 1day late.. like so many of our frens.... 15% gone only.. nvm.. Got an A for Calculus coursework too.. tht's only a small step... the exams are coming... and Calculus is the 1st paper.. and seriously, although i have Amaths background.. i'm learning lotsa stuff for the first time.. how cool is tht?! lol..

Now...: Hmmmm... sunny talked to me bout something.... he asked whether i had feelings for a certain someone.. although i insisted tht i didn't (which i myself aint sure), he did not digest my answer and explained tht if a hang with a gal so frequently there must be a certain feeling present.. and so... yea..... dunno man... takin it one day at a time... dun wanna think too much... And there's the other issue bout my SAF shit.. damn them... i think there's an 80% chance i didnt get it... but.. no news... hmmm.. i really think i screwed the last and final interview up... 3 interviewers.. all staring at u... i dun work well in those situations.. thus, there were silences.. crap la..... better not think bout it no more... treat it as gone..... gone with the wind..... i'm off man.. got ORDB lec at 11am.. heard its important.. nite peeps..

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