Fuck... spoilt my whole damn day... got my first paper back.. Open Tech it's like JAVA but worse.. fucking screwed.. 10/30.. failing is not a prob if everyone around u fails too.. but NO... seated around me.. only Long Wen failed.. and he got 14/30.. fuct.. LONG WEN lei... omg............. Sharon got 18.. James got 21.. Edwin got 19.. like.. wtf is happening to me?? i know i seriously didnt study.. but.. it was an open book test.. haizz.. say no more.. let's put the past behing me.. tml's another day.. and there's still SAND.. which i predict i will flunk it too.. the 2 business subjects will be ok.. passable i guess.. FUCK... Open Tech 30% of my whole module.. just lost 20% just like tht.. crazy...

Damn it.. today pms.. the news just sinks deeper and deeper until it starts eating u from the inside.. haizz..

Suppose to show off my new hair style but pms.... got it done at REDS.. 75bucks.. well.. i think it was well worth it.. wad do u all think....??

alrite.. just got word frm andrew young tht we will be going for rugby training.. Temasek Poly's one.. i've been longing to play rugby man.. freakin brings back all the memories of my secondary school days.. running with the rugby ball in ur hands the length of the whole field to score a try.. it was cool.. yea.. RESPECT is wad u get when u tell ppl u play rugby..

Tml's the long awaited BIZ SHIELD street soccer tournament.. my team's short of players.. man.. gotta bend da rules man.. bring in foreign imports.. oh.. and i just heard the Captains' ball thingy's tml too.. some ass signed me up for it.. retarded....

Gonna catch the TV serial: Las Vegas soon.. ciao..

So... wad's up... man.. had dinner at Pow Sing(Xing) Restaurant.. they have Nonya food.. good shit.. quite cheap too.. 85bucks for 6 dishes.. one of them a steamed fish.. 30 something.. for 5ppl.. so.. yea.. quite ok.. foods good.. crowded.. i wish i was the owner of Pow Sing.. lol..

oh.. about tht day when i was out late with Willy, Ac and James.. after our work at australian embassy.. we were walking like.. outside or very near the Old SJI.. at Bras Basah Road.. then.. suddenly there were 2 police bikes tht had sirens and stuff.. so it was like woah.. we tot it was some 'Big Shot' like an ambassador but at such an odd time in the nite.. around 12plus? after eating at the outdoor foodcentre beside Somerset mrt.. so.. we concluded it wasnt when we saw huge machinery.. we tot it was those normal 'long vehicle' things u see on the roads.. but NO... first.. u see a weird lookin vehicle.. those mobile bridges tht the Combat Engineers would use.. yea.. then.. another long truck towing something behind.. guess wad.. it was an artillery gunner.. those things they use on national day to do the 21 gun salute or something.. it would go.. 'BOOM!!' lol.. then.. armoured vehicles passed.. but the big show wasnt over yet... the next.. was... A TANK.. lol.. freakin crazy.. lol.. we were like.. smiling in amazement.. or rather disbelief.. then to add it all off.. there was this army guy with helmet and green army camouflage uniform.. he was in the 'hole' or entrance of the tank and he was smiling at us.. lol.. it muz be thrilling seeing everyone stunned around u.. haha.. i would like to be him for just tht instant.. *shakes head* haha..

The Apprentice.. the reality show by Donald Trump.. freakin cool shit.. is he in Top 10 Richest In The World?? i dun think so rite?? but he's still filthy rich.. madness.. oh ya.. not to stray further.. i was watching the show just now.. then there is this guy.. who got like an 'immunity' this week so tht if his team loses.. he doesnt need to be involved in the voting out process.. but.. during the board meeting just before the voting out stage.. he was so so sure of himself and his personal performance tht he said tht he would forgo his 'immunity'.. so in the next stage.. although there were 2 other ppl who had a much higher chance of getting kicked out, and even Mr Trump said tht guy was the best in the room.. he still fired him.. 'You are fired'.. cuz Trump felt he was damn stupid in forfeiting his 'immunity'.. he felt that decision tht guy made could make a company crumble just like 'that'.. so he gave tht guy the axe.. sad.. and shocking.. well.. one phrase to console him.. 'Life's a bitch'...

Fuck... i wanna LAN soon... fuckin got the urge man.. lol.. DOTA!!! it's damn freakin fun.... AC.. pls try to organise with big Bevan... lol..

LAN games tournament.. got virtually 30mins of slp before tht as i waz at James' house taunting.... rushed down to Parklane Shopping Center.. Head Quarters waz the name of the place.. they've got cool comps.. My team(Bevan, Willy, AC & James, i) finished 3rd place.. we handed out a trashing in out first match.. smash the other team.. achieved top fragger 12 to 14 frags i think.... didnt use 'arctic skill' much, basically was just chionging with my Carbine.. cool shit.. BUT.. it was a team effort.. whole team did well.. in the 2nd match.. we got whacked 13-1.. lol.. the one win was willy's he defused the bomb giving us a vital win tht made us get 3rd.. kudos to the whole team.. Team F.. oh.. and the team tht whacked us.. got whacked by Nicky's team.. 13-2 or 13-3.. imagine how good is Nicky's team.. madness.. proness..

After the LAN tournament.. had lunch.. then went out with my baby.. after tht.. i would rather forget.. sorry for not slping the previous nite.. i'll make it up.. i promise.. love ya babe..

I found it.. 515.. Levis.. size.. 32.. but.. the fit's just nice.. it's not even hanging.. will it nicer if it's hanging?? i dunno man.. 512's not bad too.. but 33.. yea.. so.. gotta decide soon..

Check out Kar Wee's blog.. i'm grooving to the intoxicating song in his blog.. fuckin cool.. nice.. wadeva.. at 3am in the morning if u can still get me groovin.. tht's all u needa say.. ;)

Fuck.. my mouse is spoil.. cannot use the scroll thing.. it's fucking irritating shit.. damn.. havent checked out any new comps yet.. crap.. how to get a comp like tht??

hair? haha.. check it out..

Peace Out~ 3.06am

Big Congrads to mah Baby Sharon and I.. HAPPY 2nd MONTH ANNI!!! 19th Jan 2005

Tuesday 25th of Jan's post

Omg... been at home the whole day... been feelin flu-ish lately... muz be the lack of slp.. and 'stress' from the Mid-Sem Tests.. feelin a little better after some much needed rest..
Was doin some research to send to my CDS members before i took a nap.. i was checkin out the Esplanade.. yea.. tht's wad i'm suppose to do.. it's damn nice.. but i suppose like everyone in singapore already noes tht.. oh... then.. as i was checking the place out... a crazy thought crossed my mind.. I was thinkin of havin my 21st birthday party at the Rooftop of the Esplanade.. like.. omgggg... rite?? yea... u can actually book the place... it will be freakin grand...... cost a few 1000s to book the place.. and on a weekend it will cost like a thousand more.. madness.. well.. i'm gonna save up.... need to plan for the future... haha.. my 21st birthday.. it's gonna be damn grand.. i hope..

Oh.. bought mah new CNY shoes.. Nike Punk shoes.. haha.. not really my style.. but well.. it's cool.. my 1st choice shoes had no size.. crappy.. NIKE AIR FORCE ONE (Limited Edition).. rock on.. and got a Nike Sphere t-shirt too.. well.. needa get my Levis and one more top.. oh!! and undies too... lol.. levis or CK.. cool balls.. lol.. i mean cool shit..

Wednesday 26th of Jan's post

Fuct... just got intell from james yest nite tht my MSN account is being hacked.. somebody's using it for no good.. bloody f**ker.. crap.. now i've got to change and check all my info.. see whether anything's missing or wadeva.. needa change and remember new password too.. damn it.. troublesome shit.. gotta change a few passwords of other things too.. sian-ed..

Man.. Worked at the Australian High Commission(AHC), the waiter job tht pays 8/hr.. not bad i say.. and the experience it gives u... priceless man.. u actually get to be part of the fun that the higher hierarchy of Singapore's society has.. even though they arent actually Singaporean.. but well.. Aussie ppl are very nice.. yep.. Oh... the event, which i found out later on, was Australia's National Day.. 26th Jan.. interesting..

Met Shaon, Will, AC & james very late at bedok interchange.. from there we took bus 7 direct to the AHC, the atmosphere outside the embassy wasnt as hectic as i tot it would be.. cuz u know.. tot there would be tighter security and all.. yea.. but.. they still got us to have a bag check, leave our stuff outside in a locker.. no handphones with cameras allowed.. tht sorta thing...

Inside.. to my surprise, i met Samantha.. yea... the gal we met at our SJI 410(2002) chalet.. haha.. she had some connections too.. so.. yea.. cool cool.. had some briefing.. ate our early dinners.. and straight to work.. haha..

The ppl tht were there were all 'big shots'.. army generals, sailors?, Australian basketball players, ministers, diplomats... all those.. yea.. saw some general fella, looks like some army general frm indonesia or some SEA country.. looked damn familiar.. like u see on the news tht kinda thing.. the basketball players were damn tall.. like skyscrappers man.. they were from 2 teams.. 'The Kings' and 'The Wildcats'..from melbourne and sydney.. u may have seen an advertisement on tv.. they having some exhitbition match at our indoor stadium.. cool shit.. oh.. and our s'pore ministers were there too.. one was Yeo Cheao Tong.. or something like tht.. and the other one i forgot.. haha.. oh!! and there were little kids there too.. the choir from the Australian International School in singapore.. they came to sing the Australian & Singapore national anthem.. nice nice.. then they left.. lol..

Well.. all the guys were doin alrite i guess.. james spilled drinks twice.. AC was a bartender or helping out there.. willy broke a wine glass.. sharon was flawless.. but can see she was damn tired.. oh.. we had some of the white wine, red wine, champagne, coke, beer.. haha.. but couldnt eat and drink as much as the BMW roadshow.. haha.. wasted.. oh.. then i had to carry some tray of fruits.. i mean... full of fruits.. so.. it was like.. fuckin heavy man.. shit.. lucky those aussie bball players ate lotsa fruits.. hurray for them.. And Me.. haha.. if not my arms would just break man.. had to do 2 servings of tht fruit tray shit.. omg..... wish i was wipping the wine glasses like willy, james and sharon.. haha..

Oh... the later part was damn cool.. the Australian High CommissionER actually talked to me.. lol.. he was like.. "do u think i can get a glass of Champagne?".. then i was like.. "ermmm.. i'm not sure........." then he went... "i know my fren ask u all to stop serving drinks, but as the Australian High Commissioner, do u think u can get if for me?" .. then i was like.. "ok......" haha.. so i got it for him.. then he went "I knew u cound do it!!!" haha... nice guy..

So after everything was cleared and cleaned, we got our pay, one by one.. but all got the same.. 40bucks.. eventhough we were 30mins late.. yeeeessss laaaaa!! haha.. we walked over to Tanglin Shopping Centre to find toilets but it was closed already.. so headed to Traders' Hotel, just beside.. yea.. after we washed up.. sent my darling to the bustop to wait for her 174... yea.. after tht.. walked with ac, james and willy to orchard to have a bit.. or rather a meal.. so went strolled to the outdoor hawker centre beside somerset mrt.. the food's ex and not really tht good.. i think newton and chomp chomp would be 2 times better.. then walked to CHIJMES and shared a cab back.. went willy's house 1st then straight to James' house to stay over.. 30bucks total cabfare.. madness.. lol.. played PS2, watched Man U match and played some more until dawn.. then AC and i headed back home.. not before AC wore james' shoes home.. lol.. lucky he realised it only at the void deck of james' block and went back up to change.. haha..

Thursday 27th of Jan's post

Oh.. let's all put our hands together to congratulate Mr James Sim on achieving Runners-up spot in the Karaoke Competition on the 27th of Jan 2005.. haha.. heard he sang well.. but lost to a better opponent.. so.. yea.. well done my fren.. =)

Today came back from james' house.. ate breakfast cum lunch at the coffeeshop.. then bathed and collapsed on the bed.. haha.. slpt for the whole afternoon.. suppose to organise a visit to NUH to visit the Stomach Flu strickened Guoyi.. but by the time i woke up 6pm.. made all the arrangements and all.. we(melvin, andrew and i) would only be able to go in past the visiting hours of 8pm i think.. then if we stay overnight it would cost us 40bucks per person.. crazy rite?? yea.. so.. i was already out of the house by then.. all dressed-up and all.. so.. decided to catcha movie with andrew young.. damn gay la i know.. but wad da heck.. lol.. bishan junction 8 it was.. and name of the movie was Shall We Dance.. nice show.. Richard Geare is as charming as ever.. and Jennifer lopez is as hot as ever... oh man.. who can forget tht ass!!! lol..

Oh... andrew bought a new Converse shoe.. i dislike the brand cuz it's a basketball brand.. and in singapore.. only ah bengs play basketball.. freakin uncool shit.. yea.. just my opinion.. oh.. and he owes me cash for the movie, popcorn and shoes.. u bitch.. O$P$!!!!!! haha..

Shit.. it's damn late.. and i'm like suppose to wake up earlier tml to go gym at around noon.. without my baby.. she's kinda busy.. so.. yea.. after tht.. at 4pm i'll meet my CS team members for CS training.. and team bonding.. haha.. i'm the snipper kid.. will camping be ok?? let's hope so.. haha.. maximum effectiveness.. ;)

Peace Out~ 6.02am

I need my fun..even if it means sacrificing alot of my time.. not studying and all..... cuz..... if i dun get my moment of enjoyment.. i might just breakdown.. having no mood to do anything wadsoever.... so.. tht's wad i've been doing this past weekend... having fun...

On friday, rushed down to orchard to be with the guys.. damn pissed i was late to meet them.. have been wanting to play LAN with them for a damn long time.. fuct.. so... was pissed cuz of tht.. not cuz i handed in my OTBS project an hour late.. well.. the occasion on friday was Guoyi's birthday... happy birthday to the dude who's working in Isetan supermarket tying plastic bags for less than 4bucks per hr.. such a nice and boring job and he's complaining.. haha.. tht day was the first time ever we all went home from orchard like 9pm?? yea.. freakin early.. all of us had no idea on anywhere to go.. sad..

well.. sat and sun have been cool too.. slacking round the house and playing soccer.. for both days.. it would have been a normal weekend.. but well.. this week is suppose to be term test wk.. just..no mood..

started studying(meaning= reading through) for the Principal of Marketing test around 12pm.. yea.... dun really care if i fail.... just.. damn bored with everything... around half of my marketing notes are blank.. so.. yea.... i dun care...

and same goes for the OB test tml.... didnt attend the last lecture.. so.. the back part of my lecture notes are blank too.. like.... wadever.... it's 6.21pm and i'm still at the Kovan Superbowl LAN part.. yea... maybe.. gonna slp when i go home.. the keyboard here sucks.. the space button's screwed.. damn...

Oh.. if u all didn't know.. my comp crashed.... and my dad brought it to work today to let his IT maintainance guys cure it for me.... yea.. well.. gtg... hungry...

OMG OMG!!! front view w/o the hood.. omg omg....
Check it out~

The BMW Z4.. sweet isnt it?
Check it out~

Sad tht we had to end 2004 with so many deaths and unforgettable sorrow.. but we must look ahead.. be thankful for wad u have.. and where u are in ur life now.. because so many ppl aren't as lucky as u are.... suffering in the cold.. without a roof over their heads.. without food.. without parents and family.. so... just be greatful.. alrite??

Here we come 2005

hmmm.. been having this thought in my mind.. was blog surfin.. i dun wanna insult anyone.. but as i read blogs.. i think.. if u dun write anything bout this disaster.. u either..

1. dont have any access to information like the internet, TV, radio, newspapers.. etc..
2. cant be bothered..
3. Are just downright heartless..
4. Dont blog frequent enough.. and by tht meaning u havent blogged for a long time..
5. Arent deep enough..

yea.. it's like wadeva la.. u decide..

New Year's eve was of mixed emotions.... Sharon bravely joined me and my SJI frens for dinner at Seoul Garden.. Guoyi, KarFai, Melvin and Andrew.. yea.. spent 25/person.. reasonable i guess... After tht was a bus ride to Paradis centre.. or Parklane to play LAN.. yea.. followed them.. then pang sei-ed them at the last min.. to accompany my dear.. yup.. then we walked to Plaza Sing.. haizz.. There.. we talked about the religion issue again.. mood went down the drain.. so.. sent her off.... then walked back to Parkway alone to meet them.. was thinking of going somewhere to stone alone.. just spent the New Year alone.. as how i really felt at tht time.. Alone.. but decided not to.. yea.. so.. by the time i reached there i they had finished playing and i missed my long-awaited chance to LAN with them.. but.. it's ok.... hopefully.. i'll get other chances..

We left and walked to CHIJMES, met loadsa ex SJI ppl there.. Fat Darryl lee, Strong Darryl lee, Vicky, Andy, Weiqi, Porky, Kevin Woon, Tan Haikeong, Jerry Ho.. yea.. few others.. stoned there for quite awhile.. then headed off to Guoyi's house.. but first we went to find Samantha at her work place, Pregos, she was high after drinking wine and wad nots.. lol.. we walked to Esplanade to get cabs but could not get any so, decided to call for cabs.. reached Gouyi's house around 3.30am?? something like tht.. played awhile then knocked off.. yea..

Fuct... i'm suppose to be shitting studying now... or at least trying to.. omg... term tests are comin in 2weeks time.. and wad am i doing?? sitting in front of the comp...... argh.. and i havent thought of any new year resolutions yet.. crap.. gtg now.. gonna play games first.. ha! i know.. retarded..

Peace Out~ 5.37pm